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CHOCOLATE

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1.
Lycan (free) 08:10
Don't leave me down here, I need to feel a little closer to you, baby, Don't let me disappear, That's my only means of therapy. Can you hear the wolf cry tonight? It feels a little misunderstood, Can you hear the wolf cry tonight? It owns the demons in the woods. Just wait until the clouds clear out tonight, my eyes glow white, I can feel my bones begin to break, I tried so hard to fake it, tried so hard to fake. Can you hear my cries, Whisper in the night? Can you feel me near, Or is something else inside? Can you hear my cries, Loud into the moon Can you feel me near, Or is there something else in bloom? Don't be afraid, But I'm not offended your scared from time to time, I have you swayed, I keep you up at night. Can you hear the wolf cry tonight? It feels a little misunderstood, Can you hear the wolf cry tonight? It owns the demons in the woods. Keep your silver away from me, I'm better off this way, Just keep holding onto me, you'll see, I'm your monster, I'm demon, And you like that way, I'm your vampire, I'm your lycan, And you love me that way, You love me that way, You love me that way, You love me that way, You love me that way.
2.
Ghost Voices 05:50
How come I can't see you, How come I can't feel your face, I've seen too many red lights, In this town I can't seem to find any grace. How come I can't hold you closer, The voices holding me back, me back, How come I've been stuck with red light, The voices holding me back. Ghost voices holding me back. I don't know if these shades of red, are keeping me up, keeping me up, I don't know what's in my head, But it's keeping me up, keeping me up. I don't feel my fingertips, But keep filling me up, filling me up, I don't know if I've lost my grip, But keep filling me up, filling me up, How come I can't know you, How come I can't know you better, How come when I feel like there's something going different, It's only when you're not closer. How come when you touch my life, I can't separate anything I do from things I share with you. Why is it when I'm stuck with the red lights, The ghost voices become a tattoo. I don't know if all these shades of red, are keeping me up, keeping me up, I don't know what's in my head, But it's keeping me up, keeping me up. I don't feel my fingertips, But keep filling me up, filling me up, I don't know if I've lost my grip, But keep filling me up, filling me up. It's keeping me up, keeping me up, Don't be so afraid, Of this unruly mess I've made, Keep filling me up, filling me up, It keeps me up at night, I can't show myself the light.
3.
Trouble 05:47
I don't think it's careless, but it's missing something, maybe, I'm addicted to trouble, and the trouble's got me fading, Could you tell me what my problem is, Before it really starts to show, I've got a feeling that this pain, is going straight down to my bones. Could you make this ride without me, Are you afraid of the unknown, Do the monsters keep you warm at night, Or keep you cold like stone. I don't think it's careless, But that's before it shows, I'm addicted to the trouble, and the trouble makes me glow. I don't think it's careless, but it's missing something, maybe, I'm addicted to trouble, and the trouble's got me fading, I don't think it's careless, But that's before it shows, I'm addicted to the trouble, and the trouble makes me glow. I hate the feeling when I glow. I'm fucking tired of being bright, feel so good when I'm in black, I like to hide out in the night. Take the paintings off the walls, I like the echo in the room, I like to know I'm really here, When I'm alone inside my tomb. Let's make this loud, From the echoes on the walls, Let's get to know each others demons, Right now my monsters are so tall. I don't think it's careless, but it's missing something, maybe, I'm addicted to trouble, and the trouble's got me fading, I don't think it's careless, But that's before it shows, I'm addicted to the trouble, and the trouble makes me glow. I feel so good when I'm dressed in black, When I'm fucking tired of being bright, I like to hide out in the night.
4.
Sauga City 04:27
I've been out, down and out, I just won't admit it, I've been sleeping in, sleeping in my clothes past noon. I can't hold my own on my own, I just won't admit it, When you're trying so hard not to care, the ending comes soon. Go to sleep at quarter past six in the morning, Keep myself awake with all the little things, And I know, and I know, and I know that I'd be dreaming, But I still dream awake, I still dream awake about what the day brings. I feel my heart start to go, And my mind begins to bleed, It's temporary I know, But these are both things I need, when I tell there's no fucking need for life, I mean I can't fucking find any need for life, I'm just drifting again, drifting again. when I tell there's no fucking need for life, I mean I can't fucking find any need for life, I'm just drifting again, a ghost drifting again. I'm not really a part of Toronto, And frankly I wouldn't begin, I'm already sick of this city love, It's full of a couple of fucking has beens, And maybe that's really just a part of it, My friend said I just gotta leave again, But how can I leave what I'm not a part of, I already feel like I'm just a phantom. That's ghosting and coasting from city to city, I'll leave my tag on the walls like fucking hickeys, I'll leave traces behind inside the walls, I hope that someone might actually see me, Sometimes I put on my better shoes, I feel like I'm better than this fucking place, I feel like there's more things outside of this town, Just made for myself, I need higher space, but. Underneath it's still the same me, Don't mind me, I'm still walking these old streets with cold feet, Come find me, What's up? Can I still get fucked up if you fill up my cup? I swear that's originally biblical, And it's now part of my principle, But it's taking all my money, And I feel like it's not fixable. I'll create a new visual, Get paid off residual, Instead of stressing individual problems, This individual has problems, I'm figuring how to put together syllables, So I can be a little more printable, That's reality, it's simple, I just need to be more fucking likeable. You've never seen me on my worst behaviour You've never seen me with sad eyes like this, Because you haven't seen me all week, I've felt weak, but still seek sleek chic incase I reach my peak, Real soon. I'm not here enough, My body's not here enough, My mind is not here enough, But my heart endears enough, And that's where I'm starting off, My heart is here enough, So that's where I'm starting off, My heart endears enough.
5.
Streetlights 03:48
Tastes of you, Turn up the degree's, Could I get close to you, The streetlights are the only light i see, Lighting up this whole damn room, Glowing red with guarantee, Lines from the blinds lay soft on you, Maybe that's the only light I need. Can this moment even be real, What do I know, What do I know, But the streetlights are the only light we need. Tastes of me, Creating new degree's, May I get closer to you, We've got the only light we need. What do you feel right now now now, You've got the best of me, Glowing red lights caressing your body, It's the only light we need. What do you feel right now now now, I've got the best of you, Glowing red lights caressing your body, A perfect portrait of youth.
6.
Chocolate I 01:53
7.
Chocolate II 07:03
I don't think we have anything figured out, that's ok, I've got shoes without laces, you've got the shirt without the back, Do you know where we're going or do I have to navigate, I'm ready to be seen when we're dressed in all black. Catch that taxi to the drake hotel, Wait in line just to get drunk under the stars, Don't you get the feeling that the moondrops, streaming all through our blood all through hearts. There's too much in our blood, Too much in our blood, It's getting loud, We're getting loud. There's too much in our blood, Too much in our blood, It's getting loud, We're getting loud. But the trouble with me is I live for this, So when your crazy with me, this is what I live for, And the trouble with me is I live for this, So when you're crazy with me, I want more. There's too much in our blood, Too much in our blood, It's getting loud, We're getting loud. There's too much in our blood, Too much in our blood, It's getting loud, We're getting loud. I don't even know where to begin, Your lips are like chocolate melting on my skin, Find out what it is we like to get ourselves wrapping in, Your lips are like chocolate melting on my skin I feel the heart beat start to stop beating Oh you taste like chocolate, melt on your lips like chocolate. We start the process of starting overheating, But you're sweet as chocolate, melt on my skin like chocolate I don't think we have anything figured out, that's ok, I've got shoes without laces, you've got the shirt without the back, Do you know where we're going or do I have to navigate, I'm ready to be seen when we're dressed in all black.
8.
Gold 03:10
When you've got a heart of gold, Can you really know what pain is, When you can't hear the soul, Does that mean it can't exist. When you laugh to make a mask, Underneath it's just the same shit, And you can't hear your soul, It must not exist. Do you really need it. Do you want it. Do you want it. Is it just another passing thing, Are you addicted to feeling like gold. When you've got a heart that stops beating, Anytime someone comes around, If they can't hear your soul, Does that mean your love slows down. When you've got a blindfold on your eyes, Underneath it's just the same shit, And if you can't feel your soul, It must not exist
9.
She doesn't control, Any of her movements, She doesn't even know, She's a slave to the music. She's got a lot of rhythm, While everything around fades to grey, She's got her mind on movements, Fancy footworks paying her way. I just can't believe it, Her lips speak my name. I just can't believe it, Her body does the same, I just can't believe it, Would you draw in a little closer baby, I just can't believe it, When your lips speak my name. She doesn't even know, That we are learning from each other. She's lost control, She's a slave to the music and the colours. She's got lasting impressions, That's just how it goes, Takes us to other dimensions, She's a slave to the music and she knows. Help me lose my mind, Help me lose feeling in my toes, Help me lose my mind, Teach me how it goes, Show me that we're not plastic, Keep me moving like elastic, We're not done here, yet I just can't believe it.
10.
Black Cat 05:10
She’s going to see, The real dangers in me, I’m a hurricane she’s a tree, Cracking beneath me. She won’t find comfort, I’m just another creature, I’m just another number, I’m just a devil in the details, flashing all my red scales, She’s going to find, She’ll unravel, unwind, Because I’m so well timed. I’m a clock with a mind. She won’t find comfort, I’m just another creature, I’m just another number, I’m just a devil in the details, Flashing all my red scales. You can see it in the things I do, I’m another black cat torturing you, But when you change your views, You’ll find I’m just like you. You can feel it in the things I do, I’m just old news. But when you change your views, You’ll find I’m just like you. Come show me the worst side of you, I want more. Come show me all the deeper parts of you, I want more. I’m sorry she’ll see, now I’m drinking, That’s the way that I, get myself thinking, And I work all night, for a new beginning, Until morning light, I’ll keep drinking. Because affluence and comfort doesn’t come from fucking slumber, Besides I’ll sleep when I’m dead. I’ve only got the summer to get all my shit together, And become the boy wonder that she’s got in her head. I’m thinking, because I’m drinking, I’m just a devil in the details, Flashing all my red scales. But when you change your views, You’ll find I’m just like you.

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released January 1, 2017

All songs written by Jonathan Atkins SOCAN, ASCAP 2016-2017

℗ & © 2016-2017 Jonathan Atkins | Unauthorized reproduction, copying, and rental of this recording is strictly prohibited by law. All rights reserved.

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